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This morning I woke up with thoughts along the lines of "I'm going to start the day here and finish the day here. There is nothing inbetween these two points that I look forward to, so what's the point in getting up?". Somehow I found the motivation to get up and go to work, where very little exciting happened. The highlight of the day's work would be showing off a new card trick I learnt to a few colleagues. I got the bus home, meeting Chris and Darroch which was a nice surprise. This evening has consisted of me listening to No Doubt constantly (I have rediscovered them yet again, and this time around absolutely love them), trawling the internet, and having panic attacks almost constantly. Anyone familiar with panic attacks will be aware that they are horrific, and I have no idea WHY I'm having them; there's nothing really worrying me just now; but I was awake most of last night from them and this evening has been torturous. I played Final Fantasy for a while, but couldn't even concentrate on that. I ended the night watching Skins which I usually love, but tonight's episode was an abomination. Each and every plot point annoyed me so I shan't even explain my grievances with it as I would be typing all night.

All in all, it's been a pretty disgraceful day, so I'm off to bed and shall hope that tomorrow will be better.